I became depressed and my psyche changed:
My family says: It’s envy.
The doctor says: It’s an illness
The imam says: It’s demonic possession
And I’m the only one who knows that everything that happens to me is because of “you”.
Because of you, I have no personality, I only think of leaving and disappearing from this life.
A dark past, a darker present and a future that looks bleak.
Is the price of freedom so high and human life so cheap? Talking to you has become impossible, understanding and consoling me is a dream.
All my pink dreams have been reduced to ashes, so I’m worthless to you! Thank you for showing your evil faces from the beginning, because I’m not ready to be slapped again. Thank you for showing your hatred from the beginning.
You say that despite all this treatment in this world, she will suffer more in the hereafter. You say she hates us; I don’t hate you, I despise you.
Should I laugh or cry? Please, what do you expect from a soul you’ve destroyed and a heart you’ve broken? The crumbs that remain of my soul and heart can no longer beg.
As your Imam said: she is jinn-possessed or bewitched. Know that I never expected your understanding. I just asked for peace, leave me alone. Basta I can’t take it anymore
